My life
almost half of 2012 have passed by, so what has changed? for the better or for the worst?
Work Life.
So much changes have taken place for the past 4 months. D has left us to pursue her studies, though her physical being is not present but she still have a place in our heart. Hearts you. I envy her alot for making her dream come true striving for the best in her life. It is the drive that i see and wishes to learn from as well. People come and go, so after much i am really glad i have lil P with me. sharing our worries and woes together. Am really thankful for her great help. I had converted to part time, there are alot of things I may not able to do during my working days, and a, really grateful that she has helped me alot. love her plenty. Thank God for her.
In life there are some true friends and there are also people who appears as friends. Well, i believed that this is one of the longer friendship but it aint exist anymore, perhaps a manifestation of an “untrue” friendship. Also there are some people trying to backstab me or whatever it is, ruin me. Every sabotage i received was a lesson I learn which after some times i really cant be bothered. so whenever i have any setbacks i would sing to the song: what doesnt hurt you makes you stronger, stand a lil taller….”
School Life.
HAHA. I have lil P with me so perhaps the greatest things ever happened but good things ultimately comes to an end so maybe I will have to go separate ways because we aint on the same note. so exams are coming and I think I may not score that well because I have yet to comprehend the entire theory behind this dr & cr shit thing. Just keeping my fingers cross and pray that everything is the best.
Love Life.
The most tacky part of my life but undeniably the most lovely part of my life. So pretty much there are ups & downs. downs are generally me being really tacky and B being so tard. Then i realise that woman and man are of different structure and personalities, So much to learn about each other and so much of learning to accept the way he is vice versa. cant wait for my exams to be over so that I can spend some quality time with him 
All in all I cant wait for my exams to be over and for my family vacation to come.
My first time to Vietnam~~
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looking ahead
So 2012 had ups and down but I had the best gift ever and am very happy and grateful for all the wonderful blessings.
Looking ahead, I know it is gonna be tough because am gg for my studies and then am planning for my future life with B. So there are so much planning but we could move forward all thanks to that S on a sitck – $.
However, i believed we will work things out. So speaking of my life goal. I am behind time. supposed to be alrdy married and give birth in 2 years time and die in 19 yrs time. Wish me luck for the coming years.
Goodbye 2011 and hello 2012!
I hearts all my friends and family. And definitely hearts B
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the yr is ending
The year is coming to an end. So many things happened for the year and time really flies.
The start of the year was pretty rough had couple of bad things happened. Work, love, school, none of them went well for me. a pretty much life in misery. Thankfully through all these tough times, I am a better person now. I thank God for blessing me the next half of the year with plenty of blessing!
Definitely, thank god for letting me to have my beloved B in my life. I was crushed, i learned and grew up. I found myself and stood straight up again. Learning to let go and open the doors to accept a brand new love. Tho the journey to our rls was a little hilarious and patchy at first but love took control aft that. I love him loadss
Work was indeed a dread, it still does. But with the additions of my 2 best colleagues and subsequent addition to my office. the atmosphere was pretty liven and work doesnt seemed to be really dreadful when u have people u can rant to and joke with. and with the additions i feel that my boss mood is much better, easier to work with.
I really thank God for the wonderful blessings that I am blessed with. As the yr is ending. a new chapter is about to begin, where there will be plenty of changes and challenges. Just fervently pray for the Lord blessing.
May God Bless Ya All.
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My little corner
been some time since i last blog, sometimes when i read those previous entries, it bring back memories.
Sometimes, in the midst of moving on to my next phase of life, I can’t help but loook back at the footprints that we had left. There were times when they were close together and there were times when there were only one set of footprints. Those happy and sad moments were never forgotten for sure. However, they are memories that should not be look upon and be remembered. I admit that a part of me still holds you dear within. but looking at how things had happened, i think i should just let go for the better of both of us. Perhaps we were never meant to be. Let’s move on.
I feel very sorry for my love with all the feelings that i have for my past. He is really very nice to me and someone who I can pour out my feelings to. All the mixed feelings i have and the feelings for the previous rls, he knows it all. He will just give me whatever comfort that i need and all the support that i require. He really places my feeling before his. Thank you darling.
Work is rather stressful and there are many changes around plus a few evils villains around too. But i am glad that i am blessed with a few angels that make work a better place to be.
overall, life is gd for the moment except for some odds and trials i faced.
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Sweethearts
Tho there are some detestable people around that trying to sabotage and seeking opportunity to harm you.
Nevertheless, I shall thank God for sending me beautiful angels and lovelies close to me.
Really love each and everyone of them that turn those sad faces of mine into happy one.
Lastly,I feel very thankful to have this precious sweetheart that is hard to find. You are such a darling. ))
I love all of you <3
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pathetic weekend
no one will be reading this week since i have long updated.
Get so bored doing my assignment hence decided drop a post on my miserable state now.
Writing pointless critical eassay right now. gotta hand in by wednesday noon.
I’m having this really bad diarrhea. Must be the suspected spoilt enoki mushroom which i cant bear to not throw it in my noodle.
bad choice made.
And Red just caught me by surprise. Recently start tracking this red thing and to my horror that i’m having it today instead of the predicted next week.
ok here comes the shit knocking my ass now. walaaa off to lao sai!
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A new year, A new start.
I’m pretty excited for the coming week.
Next week will be school i got my school pass and my course notes. haven got a pencil case and stationeries yet. i shall stock up soon.
Then this saturday I’ll be going for my first driving lesson. i hope the instructor is patient and nice. Bro said that i shouldnt be happy too early because more often than not, the instructor will keep scolding and demoralise me. Plus i have minimal knwledge about the gear and all. I’m sure I’ll get a lot from him.
Every part of my life seemed fine except for work. work is like a horrible place to be in. I hope i’ll find a better place somewhere.
my house is undergoing a tiny revamp. Its pretty much done. I’m very happy with my room colour and perhaps i’ll save and add some furnitures to make my room much more cozy.
smile.
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euphoric
I am really feeling at the top of the world. :):):)
Good things keep coming and i really thank god for making a happy end to 2010 and a joyous welcome for the year 2011!
Woohooo.
I was really very down for the past year. Work, and even home is not working well for me. Welll, now at least now i see some light. That will keep me away from those negative thoughts, perhaps for the time being. No matter what, I will just welcome the coming year and strive for a better life.
Really thank God for all the blessings that he had blessed me.
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smile be gone
It’s been some time since i last blogged. perhaps i’ve been too busy catching up w my mundane and fast paced life. It’s really extremely tiring to achieve nothing out of everything. Work, school, life, love, money and practically every aspect of my life. I can hardly breathe in this world, my life. Sometimes i can hear my calling, are my chores here really done? I wished i have the courage like many who set themselves free. soar like a flying bird and fall into the arms of Jesus. Some thoughts which hold me back, what if he is not thr to break your fall. And you ended up worst?
At the end of the day i thought i can seek comfort in you, but sadly no, perhaps you find me too bothersome. I used to think that u’re my safe harbour. that will keep me safe in your sight and nv let me drift to the ocean alone. it seems that the harder i keep myself near you, the further i’m from you. i just wish i have the strength to tide through these rough moments. ilu.
I really miss those days whr i lived happy and simple. where i can show my widest smile. Eventhough i cry, but i’ll be stronger at the end of the day. Now, my tears are dry. i could hardly cry hard to release those anguish sand sorrows. I could nv smile again.
smiles are just a privilege and not an entitlement.
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negligence
negligence results in grave mistake
made a huge mistake today and i believe that everyone is cursing me right now. i’m feeling very guilty.
gotta be smarter and more merticulous with my work
walking in darkness, can someone brighten up my life?
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